And if you get thoughts like 'those' again, I advise listening to music, playing a relaxing game, or making vent drawings(Drawing skill doesn't matter)
Yeah, I found out through posts that Darth has cancer(I wish you so much luck in recovering Darth, no one deserves to suffer from it).
And holy shit. Did not expect it to be THAT bad that the H.O nearly committed self-deletion irl. Hopefully they're ok or feeling better now, as I've been in that position before; It's not pleasant at all. But in order to help me get out of it, I usually listen to music, watch funny videos, talk to people, or do vent drawings to get it out.
I wasn't here for the Rebellion, but I'm aware it happened since Flare told me about it, and it appears during my 2-3 day check in with the stream, it all went to shit, and I came back right when it ended..
I have no honest opinions about what's going on right now, I've been thinking of other things and talking with friends. And in terms of what happened AFTER the Rebellion, things seem slightly smoother, which is good.