Then I guess you should vote republican. 12 of last 16 years been run by democrats. I couldnt afford it either, so I found other means. I think I've lived a good life, and money had nothing to do with it. Trust me, a child hardens you. I was a bad man half my life. Had a child found God, and stayed out of prison. You'd be surprised how a child can change your life. I get it man. survival is hard in this life, but lashing out at me for my beliefs ain't gonna change your situation