I hate this so much. That piece of shit deserves the exact same treatment.
Even starving to death, those poor dogs didn't suffer as much as they would have if he kept testing on them, but still..... that scumbag should die screaming and bleeding.
I'm sorry for what you went through. That shouldn't happen to anyone.
You seem to have found a way to make your peace with it, and good on you for that. I can't imagine how hard that is to put in its place. You know it wasn't your fault, but those are some deep damn scars.
Be good to you.