I never knew you were going through all of this - I mean, I knew you had depression, stress and anxiety all this time, but never did I imagine that it was this level of bad. I'm so sorry that you had to endure all this, Retro - I'm so sorry :,(
Yeah 😔
I've had a really bad life when I was younger, and same goes with the other past couple of years. And ever since my one friend committed suicide it hurt me.
Bullying builds your depression
Bullying fuels the overwhelming rage I have built up inside me for years. I can feel the day when I can't take it anymore and attempt to end anything that fueled the rage coming
you know how i used to let my rage out (and no im not saying this works for everyone) i started learning martial arts and it helped me get rid of that rage
I've also almost hit multiple people with a water bottle that would really hurt if hit with the intensity I wanted to hit them with. Why did I want to do that? They had been bullying my friend and I didn't want to sit there and watch. I never did because my soul is too good. The worst thing I did was scream shut up
Holy sh*t... I'm so sorry, man. I don't know you and you don't know me, but I will still support you. Wishing you the best of luck with whatever life throws at you next.
PEOPLE THINK I FAKE MY DEPRESSION, AND DO IT TO SEEK ATTENTION. BUT THE THING IS PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH EVERYDAY; WHEN I WAS 10 MINE AND MY DAD'S BELOVED HUSKY DIED, WHEN I WAS 12 WE HAD TO LEAVE OUR PET CATS AT OUR OLD HOUSE BECAUSE WE COULDN'T AFFORD KENNELS AND THE SUITES WE LIVED DON'T ACCEPT PETS, WHEN I WAS ABOUT 13 OR 14 MY LITTLE SISTER PASSED AWAY FROM AN ASTHMA ATTACK AT THE AGE OF 10, WHEN I WAS 17 MY BELOVED PET CAT DIED JUST TWO DAYS AFTER MY BIRTHDAY, WHEN I WAS 18 TWO FRIENDS OF MINE DIED (ONE DIED FROM COVID-19, AND ANOTHER DIED IN A CAR CRASH), JUST A DAY BEFORE EASTER THIS YEAR ANOTHER FRIEND OF MINE COMMITTED SUICIDE, AND MY BELOVED FIANCE DISAPPEARED FOR 3 MONTHS AND THERE'S STILL NO SIGN OF HER DISAPPEARANCE. I'VE HAD DEPRESSION EVER SINCE. I TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE TWICE WHEN I WAS 13, AND I STILL HAVE MENTAL BREAKDOWNS AND LOTS OF STRESS AND ANXIETY. I TRY TO HIDE MY DEPRESSION FROM EVERYONE, ESPECIALLY FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES SO THEY DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME, BUT I CAN'T KEEP IT A SECRET NO MORE. I'M TORN APART
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