I don't want to be "that guy" that calls it as I see it, but you joined IMGflip yesterday to post this meme and three other comments, two of which re-direct to this meme. I know people can go into shock and do the oddest things to get through it, but if true, why are you doing this?
If this sad event really has happened to you, I'm truly sorry to hear that and hope you get the support you need, but you really shouldn't be on Imgflip. From experience I'd suggest you grieve with others close to you that can support you, not random strangers on a meme site you've just joined.
If this hasn't happened, and you're upvote begging or looking for faux sympathy, its not cool, so please stop taking advantage of users kindness. You still need support but for a different reason.