It was one of many fabricated stories prior to the Election 2020 in order to smear Trump. Since NY Times, and Washington Post (two biggest culprits) redacted many stories that were published and flooded news for weeks on end.
Post inauguration, a story in Times Magazine outlines their efforts and called it 'fortifying the election' to oppose Trumps assault on democracy.
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I hope you can overcome shaky hands. I'd get an exam or two separate ones, and stay away from drugs (docs will most likely want to pump you up with chemicals) and try meditation, that's calming and beneficial. You're more powerful than their entire chemistry set put together, so I'd try going natural first.
Spending time on this site is a sure way to become excited and mad. So limit that if it's working against you. Good luck!