I'll keep it brief. Mat 12:32 NKJV - 32 "Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come. (Blasphemy is to speak against, reject. You can curse Jesus and it can be forgiven, but the work of the Holy Spirit is to spread the Gospel (Good News) and to indwell believers with their permission. If you reject the work of the Holy Spirit you reject Christ and that is the only thing that condemns a person, rejecting Jesus Christ.
Mat 28:19 NKJV - 19 "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit,
Mar 3:29 NKJV - 29 "but he who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit never has forgiveness, but is subject to eternal condemnation"--
Luke 2:25-26 NKJV - 25 And behold, there was a man in Jerusalem whose name was Simeon, and this man was just and devout, waiting for the Consolation of Israel, and the Holy Spirit was upon him. 26 And it had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death before he had seen the Lord's Christ.
Luke 3:16 NKJV - 16 John answered, saying to all, "I indeed baptize you with water; but One mightier than I is coming, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to loose. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.
Luke 11:13 NKJV - 13 "If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!"
John 14:26 NKJV - 26 "But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, He will teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all things that I said to you.
John 20:22 NKJV - 22 And when He had said this, He breathed on them, and said to them, "Receive the Holy Spirit.
Acts 1:2 NKJV - 2 until the day in which He was taken up, after He through the Holy Spirit had given commandments to the apostles whom He had chosen,..."
You have learned bad doctrine- forget your church and read the Bible for yourself, the doctrines of men is what got Israel in trouble- God uses them as an example.