Maybe. I don't remember whatever you're referring to. And in true typical fashion, the left makes a point or claims something, without offering any substance to back it up.
But for the sake of our friendly discussion, let's stipulate that I did say whatever you think I said.
Since you clearly only remember what you want about whatever I say, there's zero point in explaining to you the difference between US citizens and illegal aliens, particularly those who have committed violent, despicable crimes beyond entering our country illegally.
I'm fully self aware of what my views are regarding immigration, and why I hold those view. That's self awareness.
It's those on the left who shift from position to position on the same fundamental issue, then make ridiculous claims about others' lack of self-awareness.
That's the very definition of not being self-aware.