It isn't worth it. I understand that loosing people is tough, especially two people who are close to you. But think about what they would've wanted. They don't want you to do this, they died for whatever cause it was, and I'd assume not suicide. They didn't have another option, but you do. I don't think they would've wanted you to be so upset about this that you'd do this. To reiterate the beginning of what I said, I understand that this is tough for you, and you have a right to feel upset. I don't know them, but if they were this close to you that you feel this way, I know they wouldn't want this. At the end of the day, I'm just another guy on the internet who has no control over your choices. I can just ask you to reconsider your options, and think of what impacts this could have. I never got to know you as well as I'd like to so I could word this all better, but I know I'd feel sadness if I found out you actually did take your own life. Please, Rager.
