There must be an uncaused cause. The universe exists, it has a beginning. Something must have caused it. Those of us that believe in and trust God, believe an all powerful being, existing outside the universe and outside time that existed before time, spoke the universe into being. He gave us free will, with which we can do good things and bad. He gave us the right to not Love Him. He did not create evil or the things done in the name of evil. Rebellion against God is the cause of all evils. Followers of God are called to love one another and to hate sin. We are all broken and we all sin, even if it's hating the sinner( which we should never do). The world is spiraling down to oblivion. People hate others and love them selves. We should love God first, then love others as we love ourselves. The first sin separated man from God. Being perfectly righteous and without sin, He can not have sin around Him. The wages of a single sin is death, not just of the body but our soul as well. Jesus Christ died on the cross, taking on the debt of sin for each of us to build a bridge back to God for anyone believes in God and the work Jesus did on earth. Birth, death (with the shedding of His blood), and resurrection proving that He was and is God. If your family hates you, they need my prayers but so do you. Man's rebellion against God will one day come to an end, then God will pour out what is called the Wrath of God upon the world. Sooner or later, this will happen, but the most important thing is be prepared for the death we must all experience one day. If you were about to be hit by a truck, I would warn you to get out of the way. There is something much larger than a truck coming at all of us, death and judgement by God. We can choose to follow God or reject Him. He will not force you to choose Him but He will honor your choice after death. If you choose to not be close to Him during life, He will not force you to be with Him after death. There are only 2 places then. Heaven or hell. Give it some serious thought since none of us is promised a tomorrow. I am and I will pray for you.