I know, once my brainwashing was finally broken and I went back and relistened to all the shit he said, why TF was I so engulfed and consumed by his music? I don't agree with like 95% of the shit he was rapping about.
Killing the mother of his children, bashing and hating his own mother, popping pills etc etc NONE of that is me why did I ever think I liked that garbage? Only logical conclusion I can come up with is literally brainwashing