"Yes, father forgive me for this."
Your god only exists in your imagination.
As for the veracity and trustworthiness of the Bible, you are clueless. Given that there are over 26,000 copies, fragments, and whole books in existence, we know with certainty that what we have today is what was originally written. You can choose to claim that what was originally written was not inspired by God, in spite of the evidence to the contrary, but you cannot claim, with intelligence, that we do not have what was originally written.
Textual criticism and the translation process are exacting sciences, so if the material being translated is good, then the result will be good.
The Jews had tremendous supernatural experiences during their inception, and God confirmed His prophets with accompanying miracles, so that Israel would know that what they were saying was from Him. Because of this, the Jews protected the texts of the Old Testament accordingly.
The New Testament was all written close to the actual events, and between all of the copies, the NT can be translated through comparison of them, and confirmed by all of the extra-biblical writings of the early church leaders. As they communicated with one another in order to help each other understand the meaning, they effectively quoted the NT to the point that most of it can be reconstructed just from that- yet we have so much more than that.
So, manuscript evidence is extremely high for an ancient work- nothing from antiquity compares, or even comes close.
Add to that how it lines up with archaeology, and you have external proof that it is accurate on provable, verifiable matters.
The prophetic aspects of the Bible go further to show that it is inspired by God. The prophecies concerning Jesus in the OT were clearly written before 0 AD, given that the OT was translated into Greek some 300 years prior. Statisticians have applied the science of Statistical Probability to the possibility of someone accidentally fulfilling just a few of those prophecies, and it is scientifically impossible. That may be a minor point given all the rest, but it exists nonetheless.
Apart from the Bible, you on the other hand, have nothing apart from your annoying imagination. Why, pray tell, would you call God, "father [sic]"? Where do you find that He directs us towards that Name?
Now it does seem like you actually believe what you are saying, but you have no basis for saying any of it.