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My people. I’m broken. I may have seemed happy, but I’m broken. I’m dying. I’ve been having more schizophrenic delusions than ever. I’m really depressed right now. Next to my bed, there’s a cabinet. One drawer has a lot of scissors and papers. Once when there was no nurses around, I took a pair of scissors and considered ending it right then and there. I’m going to do it. I’m going to do it soon. There are many other reasons. Just know I love you all and appreciate all your support. Goodbye. | image tagged in black background | made w/ Imgflip meme maker
1,395 views 23 upvotes Made by anonymous 4 years ago in Middle-School
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13 ups, 4y,
1 reply
NO GODDAMMIT. GIRLOFRAYS. STAY WITH US. THIS TIME IS NOT FOR SUICIDE!!! DAMMIT. REMEMBER WHY YOU HELD ON FOR SO LONG, YOU HAVE REASONS TO LIVE, STAY WITH US
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0 ups, 4y,
1 reply
stop
0 ups, 4y,
2 replies
Sotp
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0 ups, 4y,
1 reply
escuse me who was that
1 up, 4y
Idk
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0 ups, 4y
o
soap
10 ups, 4y
DONT GO. PLEASE, YOU HAVE A LIFE TO LIVE FOR. AND I HATE GOODBYES
8 ups, 4y,
1 reply
So I would like to say something, girl of rays I know it seems weird that I’m just now coming up on your page and seeing this and talking to you already but, I’ve seen some of your stuff and you seem like you are fun to be around and I’m not going to be like one of those people to give you a suicide help number but just know god has a plan for you, there is no other you in this entire universe, you are special, unique, and from the looks of it you are loved. Suicide is a way out people take because they think it’s easier but it’s not, it just makes it worse. Think about it, where will you go when you die, most people don’t give two craps about where they go but they should, you should. Most people can’t wrap their minds around that hell is a place of torture that is so painful we can hardly imagine it and it’s always pain. There is no time where the pain stops, it’s just pain pain pain. God is always with you even when it doesn’t fell like it he’s there, you’re not alone. I saw this quote once and it said there are times when I’m walking with you in the sand and I see one set of footprints not two, and i may think the one set of footprints is me walking alone, but no it is when you carry me when I’m too weak to walk. There, that’s not the exact quote but it still gives the message, you aren’t alone, god will help you, and he loves you more than an earthly parent or friend or partner ever could and you might not even be able to understand that and i get it, there are times when I feel alone and I haven’t had as rough as a life as you but just know, you are loved and you are special
5 ups, 4y
Heaven is a place of eternal happiness, it never ends you get to meet people you never could’ve on earth, you get to be happy forever billions, trillions, quadrillions of years and it’ll still keep going, this short amount of time we have on earth is nothing literally nothing compared to that, and you get to be there, all you have to do is put your trust in Jesus Christ and read and apply what the Bible says daily not even a lot daily you could do 10-12 verses or even a chapter daily and apply it, it will help you, god has a plan for you just remember that
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6 ups, 4y
STOP STOP NO NO NO STOP DEFEAT IT U HAVING REASONS TO LIVE
4 ups, 4y,
1 reply
NO-YOU CANNOT
GOD GAVE YOU A REASON TO LIVE
GOD LOVES YOU
GOD CARES FOR YOU
GOD GAVE YOU A PURPOSE TO LIVE
DON'T THROW AWAY YOUR SHOT AND RISE UP!
1 up, 4y
YESYESYES
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3 ups, 4y,
4 replies
GIRL OF RAYS LISTEN TO ME. I MYSELF HAVE BEEN SUICIDAL AND IBHAVE THE SCARS AND WOUNDS TO PROOVE IT. I TRIED 2 TIMES AND I FAILED BOTH TIMES. AFTER BOTH TIMES I NOTICED HOW MUCH PEOPLE CARE! WEITHER IT BE ONLINE OR OFF AT THE ENDBOF THE DAY SOMEONE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU. DONT BE LIKE ME WHERE I TRIED. YOU HAVE A CHOICE! DONT DO THIS. WE ARE ALL IN HELL RIGHT NOW TRUST ME YOUR NOT ALONE. WHEN I GET THOSE THOUGHTS OF ENDING IT ALL, I THINK ABOUT HOW PEOPLE WOULD FEEL. HOW MY FRIENDS WOULD FEEL. HOW MY PARENTS WOULD FEEL. SO DONT DO THIS. ITA NOT WORTH IT. TRUST ME I HAVE BEEN THERE GIRL!!! BUT PLEASE DONT DO THIS. DEATH IS NEVER AN OPTION. YOU HAVE ONE LIFE. LIVE IT. AND TO ALL YIU GIYS SAYING SHIT THAT SUICIDE ISNT BAD, LEAVE NOW. SHE DOESNT NEED THAT. SHE BEED SOMEONE TO BE BY HER SIDE AND CARE FOR HER, NOT SOMEONE WHO WILL STRIKE HER DOWN. PLEASE GIRL. DONT BE LIKE ME. LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST. PLEASE.
From one suicidal girl to another,
Zion Johnson (My real name)
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0 ups, 4y
yes listen to this person even I have had suicidal thoughts even I noticed how much people care think about how everyone around you would feel
0 ups, 4y
I totally agree
0 ups, 4y
I agree with you whole heartedly
0 ups, 4y
yes!
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2 ups, 4y,
2 replies
...
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1 up, 4y,
1 reply
Bro, she’s about to commit and you reply with ...
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0 ups, 4y,
1 reply
I don't have anything to say
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0 ups, 4y,
1 reply
Sry I’m just scared
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0 ups, 4y
I am too...
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1 up, 4y,
1 reply
Thats f**ked up man
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0 ups, 4y,
1 reply
I don't have anything to say.
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0 ups, 4y
Srry it jist scary
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2 ups, 4y
no. please no. i love you, ray. really, i do. please. don't.
2 ups, 4y
I've been there, its not worth it, please: Don't do it, The man upstairs has a plan for you. Suicide ain't worth it. You are unique and caring. Rise up, don't kill yourself, talk about it to a mental health specialist.
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2 ups, 4y
ray, this will be hard, you will get through it. it is your decision, but if you do it, know that you will be missed.
2 ups, 4y
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT CHANGEYOUR MIND, BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEE NOTIFY A NURSE OR TEXT HOME TO 741741. I..... I dont respect your decision at all. But I’ve attempted suicide before and failed. Please, I beg you, talk to me in pm. I won’t try to talk you out of it, like everyone else
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2 ups, 4y
dont u dare die on me
dont u dare
girl of rays
dont u dare die
plz
its not worth it
dying wont solve anything
it will create more problems
2 ups, 4y
nuuuu.
2 ups, 4y
DONT
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2 ups, 4y
STAY!!!!!
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1 up, 4y,
1 reply
What can be better than life?
1 up, 4y
Didn't Dumbledore say "don't pity the dead, pity the living?"
1 up, 4y
That ain't happenin'
It may feel terrible now, but I do believe that things will get better.
I've gone through stuff (not nearly as worse though) and I've gotten through it now.
There are people who love you and people who want to help you...let them. Give them the chance to help you, I know you can get through this if you decide that's what you want, even if it takes some time, there will be an end to this that won't involve you dying.
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1 up, 4y
No you can't there are people that love you and care about you if you do it they will be sad without you there are people who can help please ik I don't know you well at all but you shouldn't do this
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1 up, 4y
PLEASE!!! DONT! WE CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU DESERVE TO LIVE EVEN IF ITS PAINFUL! IT WILL GET BETTER!!
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1 up, 4y
I HAVE NO IDEA IF IM TOO LATE BUT GIRLOFRAYS, PLEASE REMEMBER THAT PEOPLE F**KING LOVE YOU! YOU ARE APPRECIATED, AND DO NOT DESERVE TO DIE!!!! HOLD ON!!!! IF YOU NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE DO THAT! LOOK AT ALL THESE COMMENTS LOOK AT HOW MANT PEOPLE F**KING LOVE YOU! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONSIDER WHAT YOURE DOING. IF THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO HARRASED YOU THEN F**K THEM. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT DO ANYTHING! please... just please.. if no one else is going to say then I will. I love you. and so many other people do too. They would be so sad. Please dont commit.
1 up, 4y,
1 reply
@SwiftSheep we can stop her from suicide
it's not too late
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0 ups, 4y
I KNOW IM JUST FREAKING OUT IM HLAD I LINKED PEOPLE BEFORE BUT AHHHHH
1 up, 4y
Don't commit suicide.
Even though I don't know you too well, there are people on here who really care for you and hate to see you like this.
1 up, 4y
Girl of rays. Please listen to me. Dont do it. Ur username is girl of rays because you are a ray of sunshine. You are all of our friends and I dont think anything is worth losing your live over. I saw an image once that said an arabic proverb. If one throws themself into an ocean, they will still fight for survival because they dont want to kill themsleves, rather something thats inside them. This world is balanced, each person is here for a reason. Everyone becomes a story, so be one of courage instead of missed chances. Be an inspiration to others who are scared of their lives. Be brave and face your life instead of taking it. Dont give up everything because you are scared. Think about yourself, and other people as well. Your parents, your family, your friends, teachers, doctors, and anyone who was ever touched by you. How would you feel if you saw them grieving you seconds after you take your life. I had a young girl who I was friends with. She was the sunniest person you could ever meet. Everyone loved her, and despite having a really rough life she survived and because a source of light for others. Unfortunately there was a fire, and she did not survive... She never knew who she affected, who she changed because of meeting them. But when she was gone, it was like the whole world felt it and cried. So dont make people grieve if you have the choice. Dont leave your family because you are scared. Anything you are scared about can only make you stronger. Make the right choice. Find help, and whenever you need, talk to people. Find someone who you can talk to and they can help. I know you have a unique situation, but there are others out there like you with schizophrenia. They need help as well. Dont do it, and help inspire others to survive their troubles. Find a way through and give speeches on how you did it. Make you challenges into a lesson for others. Help others the way you needed help. Please dont do it. Stay for me, ur friends, your family, and yourself.
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1 up, 4y
Dear Ray,
If you leave, so many people will be extremely effected. Think about you're parents! You're friends! Don't go! You can do this. Please. We all believe in you, and you can make it.

A dear friend,
Herman_the_Crab
0 ups, 4y
Have hope.
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1 up, 4y
I am unable to feel sympathy, as I lost all emotion
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0 ups, 4y
Plz don't die
U are a good friend
We love u
Plz don't leave
0 ups, 4y
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0 ups, 4y
No
...
Plz don't die
We will miss u
We love U
Ur such a good friend
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0 ups, 4y
No. We refuse to let you. We cannot comprehend another flipper leaving this site. We've gotten around 1,000 deleting their accounts, but we can't afford to lose another one.
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    My people. I’m broken. I may have seemed happy, but I’m broken. I’m dying. I’ve been having more schizophrenic delusions than ever. I’m really depressed right now. Next to my bed, there’s a cabinet. One drawer has a lot of scissors and papers. Once when there was no nurses around, I took a pair of scissors and considered ending it right then and there. I’m going to do it. I’m going to do it soon. There are many other reasons. Just know I love you all and appreciate all your support. Goodbye.