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My people. I’m broken. I may have seemed happy, but I’m broken. I’m dying. I’ve been having more schizophrenic delusions than ever. I’m really depressed right now. Next to my bed, there’s a cabinet. One drawer has a lot of scissors and papers. Once when there was no nurses around, I took a pair of scissors and considered ending it right then and there. I’m going to do it. I’m going to do it soon. There are many other reasons. Just know I love you all and appreciate all your support. Goodbye. | image tagged in black background | made w/ Imgflip meme maker
1,404 views 23 upvotes Made by anonymous 5 years ago in Middle-School
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13 ups, 5y,
1 reply
NO GODDAMMIT. GIRLOFRAYS. STAY WITH US. THIS TIME IS NOT FOR SUICIDE!!! DAMMIT. REMEMBER WHY YOU HELD ON FOR SO LONG, YOU HAVE REASONS TO LIVE, STAY WITH US
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
stop
0 ups, 5y,
2 replies
Sotp
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0 ups, 5y
o
soap
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
escuse me who was that
1 up, 5y
Idk
10 ups, 5y
DONT GO. PLEASE, YOU HAVE A LIFE TO LIVE FOR. AND I HATE GOODBYES
8 ups, 5y,
1 reply
So I would like to say something, girl of rays I know it seems weird that I’m just now coming up on your page and seeing this and talking to you already but, I’ve seen some of your stuff and you seem like you are fun to be around and I’m not going to be like one of those people to give you a suicide help number but just know god has a plan for you, there is no other you in this entire universe, you are special, unique, and from the looks of it you are loved. Suicide is a way out people take because they think it’s easier but it’s not, it just makes it worse. Think about it, where will you go when you die, most people don’t give two craps about where they go but they should, you should. Most people can’t wrap their minds around that hell is a place of torture that is so painful we can hardly imagine it and it’s always pain. There is no time where the pain stops, it’s just pain pain pain. God is always with you even when it doesn’t fell like it he’s there, you’re not alone. I saw this quote once and it said there are times when I’m walking with you in the sand and I see one set of footprints not two, and i may think the one set of footprints is me walking alone, but no it is when you carry me when I’m too weak to walk. There, that’s not the exact quote but it still gives the message, you aren’t alone, god will help you, and he loves you more than an earthly parent or friend or partner ever could and you might not even be able to understand that and i get it, there are times when I feel alone and I haven’t had as rough as a life as you but just know, you are loved and you are special
5 ups, 5y
Heaven is a place of eternal happiness, it never ends you get to meet people you never could’ve on earth, you get to be happy forever billions, trillions, quadrillions of years and it’ll still keep going, this short amount of time we have on earth is nothing literally nothing compared to that, and you get to be there, all you have to do is put your trust in Jesus Christ and read and apply what the Bible says daily not even a lot daily you could do 10-12 verses or even a chapter daily and apply it, it will help you, god has a plan for you just remember that
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6 ups, 5y
STOP STOP NO NO NO STOP DEFEAT IT U HAVING REASONS TO LIVE
4 ups, 5y,
1 reply
NO-YOU CANNOT
GOD GAVE YOU A REASON TO LIVE
GOD LOVES YOU
GOD CARES FOR YOU
GOD GAVE YOU A PURPOSE TO LIVE
DON'T THROW AWAY YOUR SHOT AND RISE UP!
1 up, 5y
YESYESYES
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3 ups, 5y,
4 replies
GIRL OF RAYS LISTEN TO ME. I MYSELF HAVE BEEN SUICIDAL AND IBHAVE THE SCARS AND WOUNDS TO PROOVE IT. I TRIED 2 TIMES AND I FAILED BOTH TIMES. AFTER BOTH TIMES I NOTICED HOW MUCH PEOPLE CARE! WEITHER IT BE ONLINE OR OFF AT THE ENDBOF THE DAY SOMEONE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU. DONT BE LIKE ME WHERE I TRIED. YOU HAVE A CHOICE! DONT DO THIS. WE ARE ALL IN HELL RIGHT NOW TRUST ME YOUR NOT ALONE. WHEN I GET THOSE THOUGHTS OF ENDING IT ALL, I THINK ABOUT HOW PEOPLE WOULD FEEL. HOW MY FRIENDS WOULD FEEL. HOW MY PARENTS WOULD FEEL. SO DONT DO THIS. ITA NOT WORTH IT. TRUST ME I HAVE BEEN THERE GIRL!!! BUT PLEASE DONT DO THIS. DEATH IS NEVER AN OPTION. YOU HAVE ONE LIFE. LIVE IT. AND TO ALL YIU GIYS SAYING SHIT THAT SUICIDE ISNT BAD, LEAVE NOW. SHE DOESNT NEED THAT. SHE BEED SOMEONE TO BE BY HER SIDE AND CARE FOR HER, NOT SOMEONE WHO WILL STRIKE HER DOWN. PLEASE GIRL. DONT BE LIKE ME. LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST. PLEASE.
From one suicidal girl to another,
Zion Johnson (My real name)
0 ups, 5y
I agree with you whole heartedly
0 ups, 5y
yes!
0 ups, 5y
I totally agree
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0 ups, 5y
yes listen to this person even I have had suicidal thoughts even I noticed how much people care think about how everyone around you would feel
2 ups, 5y
I've been there, its not worth it, please: Don't do it, The man upstairs has a plan for you. Suicide ain't worth it. You are unique and caring. Rise up, don't kill yourself, talk about it to a mental health specialist.
2 ups, 5y
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT CHANGEYOUR MIND, BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEE NOTIFY A NURSE OR TEXT HOME TO 741741. I..... I dont respect your decision at all. But I’ve attempted suicide before and failed. Please, I beg you, talk to me in pm. I won’t try to talk you out of it, like everyone else
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2 ups, 5y
dont u dare die on me
dont u dare
girl of rays
dont u dare die
plz
its not worth it
dying wont solve anything
it will create more problems
2 ups, 5y
nuuuu.
2 ups, 5y
DONT
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2 ups, 5y
STAY!!!!!
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2 ups, 5y,
2 replies
...
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1 up, 5y,
1 reply
Bro, she’s about to commit and you reply with ...
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
I don't have anything to say
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Sry I’m just scared
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0 ups, 5y
I am too...
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1 up, 5y,
1 reply
Thats f**ked up man
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
I don't have anything to say.
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0 ups, 5y
Srry it jist scary
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2 ups, 5y
no. please no. i love you, ray. really, i do. please. don't.
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2 ups, 5y
ray, this will be hard, you will get through it. it is your decision, but if you do it, know that you will be missed.
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1 up, 5y
No you can't there are people that love you and care about you if you do it they will be sad without you there are people who can help please ik I don't know you well at all but you shouldn't do this
1 up, 5y
Don't commit suicide.
Even though I don't know you too well, there are people on here who really care for you and hate to see you like this.
1 up, 5y
That ain't happenin'
It may feel terrible now, but I do believe that things will get better.
I've gone through stuff (not nearly as worse though) and I've gotten through it now.
There are people who love you and people who want to help you...let them. Give them the chance to help you, I know you can get through this if you decide that's what you want, even if it takes some time, there will be an end to this that won't involve you dying.
1 up, 5y,
1 reply
@SwiftSheep we can stop her from suicide
it's not too late
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0 ups, 5y
I KNOW IM JUST FREAKING OUT IM HLAD I LINKED PEOPLE BEFORE BUT AHHHHH
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1 up, 5y,
1 reply
What can be better than life?
1 up, 5y
Didn't Dumbledore say "don't pity the dead, pity the living?"
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1 up, 5y
PLEASE!!! DONT! WE CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU DESERVE TO LIVE EVEN IF ITS PAINFUL! IT WILL GET BETTER!!
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1 up, 5y
Dear Ray,
If you leave, so many people will be extremely effected. Think about you're parents! You're friends! Don't go! You can do this. Please. We all believe in you, and you can make it.

A dear friend,
Herman_the_Crab
1 up, 5y
Girl of rays. Please listen to me. Dont do it. Ur username is girl of rays because you are a ray of sunshine. You are all of our friends and I dont think anything is worth losing your live over. I saw an image once that said an arabic proverb. If one throws themself into an ocean, they will still fight for survival because they dont want to kill themsleves, rather something thats inside them. This world is balanced, each person is here for a reason. Everyone becomes a story, so be one of courage instead of missed chances. Be an inspiration to others who are scared of their lives. Be brave and face your life instead of taking it. Dont give up everything because you are scared. Think about yourself, and other people as well. Your parents, your family, your friends, teachers, doctors, and anyone who was ever touched by you. How would you feel if you saw them grieving you seconds after you take your life. I had a young girl who I was friends with. She was the sunniest person you could ever meet. Everyone loved her, and despite having a really rough life she survived and because a source of light for others. Unfortunately there was a fire, and she did not survive... She never knew who she affected, who she changed because of meeting them. But when she was gone, it was like the whole world felt it and cried. So dont make people grieve if you have the choice. Dont leave your family because you are scared. Anything you are scared about can only make you stronger. Make the right choice. Find help, and whenever you need, talk to people. Find someone who you can talk to and they can help. I know you have a unique situation, but there are others out there like you with schizophrenia. They need help as well. Dont do it, and help inspire others to survive their troubles. Find a way through and give speeches on how you did it. Make you challenges into a lesson for others. Help others the way you needed help. Please dont do it. Stay for me, ur friends, your family, and yourself.
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1 up, 5y
I HAVE NO IDEA IF IM TOO LATE BUT GIRLOFRAYS, PLEASE REMEMBER THAT PEOPLE F**KING LOVE YOU! YOU ARE APPRECIATED, AND DO NOT DESERVE TO DIE!!!! HOLD ON!!!! IF YOU NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE DO THAT! LOOK AT ALL THESE COMMENTS LOOK AT HOW MANT PEOPLE F**KING LOVE YOU! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONSIDER WHAT YOURE DOING. IF THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO HARRASED YOU THEN F**K THEM. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT DO ANYTHING! please... just please.. if no one else is going to say then I will. I love you. and so many other people do too. They would be so sad. Please dont commit.
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3 ups, 5y,
4 replies
Ok, suicide is bad. It hurts your ur family, your friends. More than just you. I'm not going to cry, pray, and plea for you not to. This is your decision. But remember, you will be hurting more than yourself.

Sayonara, girlofrays
4 ups, 5y,
1 reply
YOU SHOULD HELP HER! NOT JUST SAY, OH, UR COMMITING SUICIDE? THATS SELFISH AND STUPID, SAYONARA. HELP HER , IT MAY NOT BE TOO DAMN LATE.
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2 ups, 5y,
1 reply
It's her decision. If she is willing to hurt all these people just to make herself feel better, I'll let her. I'll frown upon it, but I'm not begging her not to, or pleading, or crying and hugging. I'm not that kind of person
0 ups, 5y,
2 replies
I feel like that's inhumane beyond belief. But I'm not gonna stop you anymore. I just dont think you are morally right
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Bro, she is choosing to hurt all these people to make herself die. First off, hell here she comes. Second off, it's HER choice. Not ours. We can't change her mind
0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Your point? Are you forgetting the influence that certain words have? And yes, the final decision lies with her, I know that. But that doesn't mean that we can just let her die without trying to interfere. Like say if you were about to kill yourself and all the people just said: "I think it's selfish that you are committing suicide and I'm not stopping you." That's pretty harsh for some of the last words you are gonna hear aint it.
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0 ups, 5y,
2 replies
She isn't going to hear that message
0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Perhaps, but this isn't gonna go well for your campaign IMO if any of the voters see your comment
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0 ups, 5y
Bro, I have no emotion. I can't feel sympathy anymore. I'm a "homophobic" murderer
0 ups, 5y,
3 replies
You'll have a guilty Concionse
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0 ups, 5y,
5 replies
Bro, I can't help it. I LOVE to kill.
0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
m/cursedcomments
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0 ups, 5y
No, it's true. I almost killed my dog.
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0 ups, 5y
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
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0 ups, 5y
Stop holy crap
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0 ups, 5y
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0 ups, 5y
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0 ups, 5y
Conscience
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0 ups, 5y
HELL NO!! IMA KEEP GOING!
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1 up, 5y,
1 reply
And there is a huge chance she is lying. Ngl, I lost all emotion months ago
0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Perhaps on the first one. On the second one. That's kinda bullshit
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
No, I don't have emotion left. Most of it faded away at my dad's death. My grandma's death is when I'll really crack
0 ups, 5y,
2 replies
I already lost 2 family members, my grandparents. And I still have emotions. I'm sorry for your losses tho
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0 ups, 5y,
3 replies
You don't understand tho. My dad was amazing. I lost my great grandma too. and my grandpa treats my grandma terrible. I have no emotion left. The only emotion I have left will fade when my aunt and my gramma pass away. That's when I'm gonna kill
0 ups, 5y,
4 replies
You seriously wanna f**k with me? My grandparents that died, were the ONLY motherf**king support I ever had in life. The rest of my family doesn't give two shits about me. I'm in a low class family overall. My parents are in 100k college debt. You wanna know more?
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1 up, 5y
CAN WE NOT ARGUE ABOUT THIS, SHES ABOUT TI COMMIT SUICIDE
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0 ups, 5y
MY STEP DAD (who is pretty cool) I NEVER SEE!!! HE WORKS 2 JOBS! MY MOM, OH SHE NEVER HAS TIME FOR ME! ALWAYS MY LITTLE COUSIN!!!! MY AUNT I NEVER SEE, MY GRANDMA IS TREATED LIKE SHIT!!!!! MY GRANDPA TREATS ME LIKE SHIT!!! YOU WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT MINE?!
0 ups, 5y
Ok, pal calm down
0 ups, 5y
Sure. I’d love to hear your story
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0 ups, 5y
0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Your family, is almost the exact same as mine. Besides the step dad part. My Dad treats me like shit every single f**king day, and I have to do all the errands in the f**king house, while my Dad just sits his f**king ass attending a meeting or two before just f**king doing jack shit. But go on, tell me about yours?
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0 ups, 5y
My other grandpa? Lives in Detroit! Never see him! Terrible guy! My other aunt's? CRIMINALS! ARRESTED ON AN INTERNATIONAL FLIGHT! MY MOM? STONED ALL THE TIME!!!
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0 ups, 5y,
3 replies
MY BROTHER? I NEVER SEE HIM!!! MY FRIENDS? ALWAYS FIGHTING AND YELL AT ME!!!
0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Your anger out yet? I'm not trynna square up with you. I'm not trynna f**k with you. I'm trying to let you get all your damn anger out. We all need the times to vent. If you want to get pissed more at this comment, go ahead. Looks like you're gonna need it
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0 ups, 5y
Sorry, I lose my temper
0 ups, 5y
Uhh, u alright buddy?
0 ups, 5y,
2 replies
Trains, Its alright my manz. We all need to vent at times
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0 ups, 5y
And I get woken up at 5am to walk the dogs
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0 ups, 5y
I constantly get grounded for no reason
2 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Dirtbag, you should HELP!
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2 ups, 5y,
2 replies
No. Suicide is selfish, can't you understand that? I'm not going to pray, plead, and beg for them not to. It's their decision to take their life. They are choosing to put their family through trauma. This is their decision, not ours
2 ups, 5y,
1 reply
I'm saying help her change her mind
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3 ups, 5y,
1 reply
No, it's overall their decision. And there is a HUGE chance that its fake. This is the internet
2 ups, 5y,
2 replies
I take this seriously, unlike you Arschloch
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2 ups, 5y
Please stop insulting me aimlessly.
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2 ups, 5y,
4 replies
Seriously, they could be lying. They have covid? Believable. They have schizophrenia and covid? Semi believable.
They are suicidal, have schizophrenia, and have covid? Not believable
2 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Everything has a possibility
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2 ups, 5y,
1 reply
I dont buy it. I have some common sense and I'm putting it to use
1 up, 5y,
2 replies
About a piece of it
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2 ups, 5y
At least I'm using SOME
1 up, 5y
I'm using my brain and heart, I know her pain!
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1 up, 5y,
2 replies
FAKE
0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
what?
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0 ups, 5y
nvm
0 ups, 5y
Schizophrenia is a mental disorder. Plus, having Covid and having a chance of dying are extremely stressful situations for a teen. So it's not entirely impossible that it's true, but u do you.
K8. M
1 up, 5y,
2 replies
Sharp objects in a psych ward next to suicidal patients? Least believable of all.
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1 up, 5y
Right?
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1 up, 5y
y e s
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0 ups, 5y
IKR
2 ups, 5y,
2 replies
I’m unfollowing. You obviously haven’t experienced any mental illness. Don’t take it personal, but you need to earn it back
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4 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Dude, no one's hating on Nico and she said the same thing. The same exact thing.
2 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Yeah. You took it better than her
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3 ups, 5y,
1 reply
Wdym?
2 ups, 5y,
1 reply
At least you weren’t like “suicide is cowardly”
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1 up, 5y,
2 replies
True
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1 up, 5y,
1 reply
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0 ups, 5y
Lol
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
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0 ups, 5y
Lol not the time
2 ups, 5y
F**ken A
0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
oh f**k you
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0 ups, 5y
*eyeroll* not the first time I've seen that response
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
BITCH YOU GOT PROBLEMS.
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
No, I have sense
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0 ups, 5y,
1 reply
AAAAAGH
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0 ups, 5y
How is she not sus?
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    My people. I’m broken. I may have seemed happy, but I’m broken. I’m dying. I’ve been having more schizophrenic delusions than ever. I’m really depressed right now. Next to my bed, there’s a cabinet. One drawer has a lot of scissors and papers. Once when there was no nurses around, I took a pair of scissors and considered ending it right then and there. I’m going to do it. I’m going to do it soon. There are many other reasons. Just know I love you all and appreciate all your support. Goodbye.