Every time, same thing - "but he was on drugs". Every single time. It's like clockwork, you could set your alarm to it. And I did watch and I did read. You're just not listening now.
JUST ADMIT that you like it when people are killed by police. You enjoy the idea that there are situations where authority allows you to kill someone. You wish you could be there yourself. Because when a policeman kills someone, suddenly your deepest fantasies about taking a life are acceptable. You want to kill, but you want to kill "the bad guys".
And what pisses you off is that's changing. Because now we're asking for the police to do their job in a way where people stop being killed. And it's going to happen, too. Because it's NOT OK that you enjoyed this to begin with.