"If evolution were true. Every single animal/plant whatever would have to stand up to the test."
Literally every living organism stands up to the test from the perspective of genetics, and many of them do simply by physiology.
"how come apes aren't giving birth to humans today?"
There was never a point in time where it could be said that "an ape gave birth to a man." There is not a single facet of evolutionary theory or population genetics that implies that this would be the case.
"I began to notice it was all so beautiful, so very perfect."
The concept of beauty is an entirely subjective criterion which does not constitute scientific evidence and any way, shape, or form. Likewise, whether or not something is "perfect" depends on how you define the word, and again, is categorically meaningless from a scientific perspective.
"do you realize what the odds of all these things happening actually are?"
No one truly does, since the perimeters that define the statistic probability of their occurrence are (as of yet) unbservable and indeterminable. Yet there is no evidence that suggests such things are impossible, or even unlikely overall.
I also think it is amusing you have posted a picture juxtaposing a skeleton from the genus Homo with a skeleton from the genus Pan, as the former is not descended from the latter. I also think it's funny that the picture uses the word "kind," an arbitrary and unscientific term creationists use to avoid using the actual biological phylogeny of organisms. And indeed, phylogenetically speaking, humans are still just as much apes as chimps are. But anyway, you say there's no missing links between humans an earlier hominoids? How about Homo heidlebergensis, Homo antecessor, Homo ergaster, Homo erectus, Homo habilis, Australopithecus afarensis, Ardipithecus ramidus, Orrorin tugenensis, and Sahelanthropus tchadensis just to name a few?
If you ever had "really gotten into science," you wouldn't have to be asking any of these questions.