So sorry to hear that. Did you know 'normal' people have moments - sometimes lasting for hours! - that their mind is silent? I'm 57 and got diagnosed some 8 years ago but just learned that little fact last week.
Quote: "“Hurrian Hymn no. 6,” is thought to be from around the 14th century B.C.E. " Cool, right? Apparently an ode to the Goddess or Orchards and popular at weddings.
Funny you'd say that: a befriended drag queen asked me: "You're a bit older than me so when you were younger all these letters didn't exist and people weren't called metrosexual, pansexual, et cetera. What did you call people who were basically heterosexual but also known to sometimes be intimitate with someone of the same sex?" I replied: "Drunk".