In the state I I've in yeah, but I don't know how to get a job

GUYS I PASSED OUT COLD IN GERMAN CLASS, AND I SIT IN THE FRONT

IF THEY DON'T WANT US TO FALL ASLEEP IN CLASS, THEN WHY DO THE MAKE THE DESKS SO DAMN COMFORTABLE

TIRED

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thanks

I do have one friend who would take me in, but her family is really struggling financially so, well... yeah

1. So my mom has just been a real asshole lately, like yesterday she got mad at me for having period cramps and like, she physical hurt my sister and has emotionally hurt me, also my parent's religion makes me feel really suicidal and they force me to go to church every week, even if I'm throwing up and they put WAY to much pressure on me with school, the classic be a doctor be a lawyer or something like that, get in to Harvard, but if I even make it that far I want to be an actor and go to the The Juilliard School and I know they would absolutely never approve. Also, they are REALLY homophobic and transphobic, and I'm panromantic and genderfluid.
2. I'm not sure