Don't be such a girl and put yourself down like you aren't beautiful. You ain't ever going to be considered average no matter what you way. You are always going to be above average cutie just except it and take a damn compliment lol. I won't take steroids, I've had more than any person should ever take, same with cortisone shots! I did let them give me an inhaler though, it doesn't make me near as jittery. I think that's why I've always taken downers, I'm so anxious and hyper on the regular that anything slightly considered an upper besides caffeine tweaks me out and I hate that feeling. I did get the good cough syrup though I'm floating at the moment hehehe :p