I'm gonna sum up what you said a bit more concisely, "F**k you, I don't care how much I burn as long as YOU BURN MORE!!!"
By your own words- and I quote, "i am cheering on you paying more."- you are not a patriot. You provably only care about yourself.
That's why you are so ride-or-die with Trump. You don't care that what he is doing is anti-American, anti-democratic, and anti-Constitution. You don't care that he's making it more expensive for you, because he's hurting everyone you HATE.
And I'd say that's messed up, but it's par the course for MAGA. You don't care that he bragged about sexually assaulting women, you don't care that he was held accountable for sexually assaulting women, you don't care that he cheated on all of his wives, you don't care that he is very clearly covering up his involvement with history's most prolific child molester, you don't care that he bragged about busting into women's changing rooms, you don't care that he's a fraud, you don't care that he is clearly trying to rig the election in 2026 because he is hurting the people you hate.
And that's what you love.