Not only that but there are always bad aspects of a community and people will always see that in you first when you tell them you are a part of it
"Oh you like Pressure? Stinky Sebastian simp"
I want to be in a musical band or group or something
but if I said that my family would tell me I need to do something Christian with it
which I have very little interest in bc even though I believe in God, I would want to write stuff people actually relate to
and I'd have to mean what I wrote too
I ain't gonna lie and write some song about how God's been good to me all my life bc idt He has been good to me in like 11 years atp
ye
ngl I feel a little bad about it (some of the stuff I like is extremely sus) but the more ppl try to push that on me, the less likely they'll succeed in converting me lmao