So are insults part of your "trying to figure out the root cause of [my] anger"? I love my wife very much and she loves me. We have a very good marriage. We're looking forward to my retirement when can spend more time together. She is and always has been my best friend and the love of my life. If you want to figure me out then stop trying to turn me into someone I am not. I am not your straw man.
My frustration (not anger) is that the left is (or was until Trump got elected) destroying the future of America. They have been systematically dismantling the US Constitution over the last century. Only using it when they can advance their cause, the rest of the time they use it as toilet paper
The left hates this country and everyone in this country. They hate they ideals this country was founded on. And no, I am not talking about slavery and it really bugs me that I have to make this statement because the left only looks at slavery when talking about the founding of this nation and nothing else.
They hate freedom. They have invalidating the Bill of Rights. Free speech is called mis-, dis- or mal-information.
The real frustration is when you try to explain how our freedoms are being taken from us we get some lunatic song and dance from the left about the right hates everyone. We get called racist, sexist, homophobes or a few other standard insults from the left. We are called fascists and nazis.
First off, I don't hate anyone and it doesn't matter if they look just like me or nothing like me. To hate someone you have to know them first. Hating someone just because of an external feature, like skin color, is just stupid. I love getting to know people who are different than me because that is how I learn about other cultures and opinions. I love that. And no, I am not trying to learn that to use it against them. I'm not a liberal, for goodness sake.
Second off, fascists and nazis, along with communism are all variations of socialism. They are all far left ideologies. In other words if the left wants to find fascists and nazis all they need is a mirror and, unlike the left, I am saying that based on the left's ideology compared to that of the nazis, fascists, communists and socialists. Facts are facts. And considering that prior to Germany invading Poland, the American left used to hold rallies supporting Josef Stalin, Benito Mussolini and Adolf Hitler. The American left called them the "men of the future".