Many people have been brought back from the dead with CPR and/or AEDs and saw Heaven as a result. Some people have also seen Hell as well. There's a whole book about near-death experiences that you should check out. It's called "Modern-Day Miracles" by Allison C. Restagno.
I'm not fixated on coffee seeds. I'm fixated on multiple items that share the same title. There are two books and three movies entitled "The Bad Seed", so I decided to make a picture showing the three young ladies who played "The Bad Seed" in movies, and the illustrated character that represents "The Bad Seed" in a Jory John book.
Don't lose your empathy. We all have to die someday, somehow. If we all lost our empathy after losing someone close to us, the world would be a much more unpleasant place.