you will get it when you become a grown adult , eg , one place i used to work at delivered plumbing pipes to distributors , one time iplex reprocessed some manufacturing defected product ( bent or wonkey pipes re ground down and put back through the pipe extruder ) , alot came out bright pink , i said the closet poofter plumbers will refuse to put it on their vehicles because poofy pink girly pipes , i was told i was being stupid but 2 weeks later we were picking up full crates of these pink pipes that no one wanted to buy , or the pink lighter in the ADF , the idea was no one would steal a poofy pink cigarette lighter of you because eww , but after a while you stole the pink lighter so it wouldnt be stolen off you , eventually we all evolved to any old lighter and while everyone fought over the pink lighter for a time it was easy to track yours if it wernt pink , grown adults now days are just old children carrying on like they never progressed from 12 years old , then theres the overcompensation , i bet you any money the person that owns that gun isnt your garand thumb or hickok54 or brandon harrera its more like a nominalnaomi , you should be able to fart that person off your continent, not be taken out with its poofery , if you let that happen then wtf is wrong with you , thats the mindset of those at the higher end of the testosterone scale , now if ive had to explain that to you then its a good indication of where you are on the ladder in the big scheme of things , i think theres a little something inside there for all of us ,,, dont you ?