i'm not a medical doctor, but i suspect that your mind has been poisoned. did you not notice that we left the original topic when you said 'i want the shock to the system that you are scared of'? i was trying to correct your misconception of me, but it looks like i was too late. you've decided that i'm your imagined picture of a quiveringly fearful liberal. to be honest, i've never met one and i know a lot of liberals. i'm not one.
who i really am: a scientist who's been extremely focused for twenty-five-plus years on a specific path to improving the world. but i do pay attention to other problems, too.
(i'm not your mom [fact-checked and verified], but it seems to me that if you really cared about solving any problem, you'd jump in and do something yourself instead of jumping on the people who do)
so, hey, i am a good guy. not religious, but if i seem holy to you, that's fine. what're you doing to make things better?