I did a deep analysis of my ability to put aside my "feelings," ignore what I "know," to be true and judge him on the evidence presented in his trial. Then I remembered that he made the management of a pandemic into a contest. That pandemic cost over a million American lives. Conservative analysts estimate that at least 10% of the dead resulted from not following protocols proven to control communicable diseases and COVID-18 specifically. Trump's mismanagement of COVID-19 killed a lot of people because he thought that the economic impact of social distancing early in the cycle would negatively affect the economy and, his image. I could never forgive someone for doing that, no matter who they were or what the circumstances were. I guess I am a lot less than "perfect."