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my mom thinks my depression was caused by electronics
when it's not
i use them to cope
like this one time i was on discord chatting in a server, laughing away
she comes and takes it away
i'm just like what? i can't have fun?
and then she thinks that everyone i talk to are bad influences??????
think about it
if i am laughing away, having fun, and being happy, do you really think they are bad influences
she also thinks that they fill things in my head so i can go disrespct her when really all my actions are my own
she says that i am becoming an addict
but i'm not
i'm just doing my hobbies
which happens to have an electronic invovled
i still get my chores done
and she doesn't let me have fun afterwards
she just adds more chores to the list
she blames my depression for everything
and she tells me to just let it go
i'm all like SAYS THE ONE WHO BRINGS UP HER PAST IN EVERY SINGLE CONVERSATION
she doesn't see how happy i am when talking to other who are like me
i just want her to take 30 minutes out of her own time to sit down next to me and watch me have a good conversation with the people i talk to
BUT NOOOOOO she's too busy working
she can literally pause it cause she works for doordash and grubhub :)
she just needs to listen to me for once instead of dragging me deeper into despair
if anything SHE is the reason why i am depressed
she drags me down
verbally abuses me
judges me for every little thing
tries to force me into things i do not want to deal with
she makes everything a "privilege" last minute so i don't get the freedom i need
she is biphobic and transphobic
even though i ask her to use my prefered name and pronouns she doesn't
she doesn't understand that i have body and gender dysphoria
threatens, no, "promises" she will call the cops just because i am not cleaning my room, only to find out that it was a lie. i get panic attacks everytime she does that because i FEAR the cops.
she is so rude. i never have a voice and when i do i am never heard.
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