Look, even though I have never met you, here's a little explanation for you:
Some people out there really do care and love you, and the people here love what you do here, maybe it's best to take some time off and have fun with others. Suicide is just a way to think your not loved/cared by anyone and the fact you just want to end your life and cause some sadness and maybe even depression in others. So maybe just take some time off, and don't delete, you may just need a breather and some time to think about all the fun things you can still do, such as talking to others, making others happy, spending more time with family, and overall doing what you love to do. Some may not enjoy what you do, but just ignore it, because the more you let your hopes and dreams die out, so will your confidence and meeting others and becoming friends with other people in the world. So please think about your choices, a lot of people don't want to loose you, I would advise you getting help from a therapist if you think more about suicide. I just want you to stay happy and be yourself.