I said this before, but this time I hope you read it... Think about it...

Girl of rays. Please listen to me. Dont do it. Ur username is girl of rays because you are a ray of sunshine. You are all of our friends and I dont think anything is worth losing your live over. I saw an image once that said an arabic proverb. If one throws themself into an ocean, they will still fight for survival because they dont want to kill themsleves, rather something thats inside them. This world is balanced, each person is here for a reason. Everyone becomes a story, so be one of courage instead of missed chances. Be an inspiration to others who are scared of their lives. Be brave and face your life instead of taking it. Dont give up everything because you are scared. Think about yourself, and other people as well. Your parents, your family, your friends, teachers, doctors, and anyone who was ever touched by you. How would you feel if you saw them grieving you seconds after you take your life. I had a young girl who I was friends with. She was the sunniest person you could ever meet. Everyone loved her, and despite having a really rough life she survived and because a source of light for others. Unfortunately there was a fire, and she did not survive... She never knew who she affected, who she changed because of meeting them. But when she was gone, it was like the whole world felt it and cried. So dont make people grieve if you have the choice. Dont leave your family because you are scared. Anything you are scared about can only make you stronger. Make the right choice. Find help, and whenever you need, talk to people. Find someone who you can talk to and they can help. I know you have a unique situation, but there are others out there like you with schizophrenia. They need help as well. Dont do it, and help inspire others to survive their troubles. Find a way through and give speeches on how you did it. Make you challenges into a lesson for others. Help others the way you needed help. Please dont do it. Stay for me, ur friends, your family, and yourself.

GIRL OF RAYS.LISTEN TO ME. You may not give a f**k about yourself. But even though i don't know you well, I give a whole lot of f**ks. Your actions were not cowardly. And I can see why, not understand but see why you want to do this. Let me tell you something. When I was 13 I'm 15 today I was almost kidnapp d walking to school one day. No evidence was found and I was called a liar through out the school. The bullying got so bad even the teachers said things, and descriminating me. I began to cut stab and sometimes burn myself just to feel another type of emotion accept sadness. I wanted to die. I tried hanging my self in the tree on my backyard. I also tried jumping off a river. I failed both times. I failed because someone was always there to help me IP. And I'm that person for you. No matter whabyour going through your not alone. Nikon, and I still like trains can go to hell for what they said. But I wanna be here for you if you let me. Please. You may not read this, but think about it.
A Person who is determined to give a f**k,
Zion Iyana Marie Johnson
( My full name because I'm that serious(

NO GIRLOFRAYS. DON'T DO IT. YOU HAVE AN ENTIRE DAMN LIFE TO LIVE. I F**KING SWEAR. YOU HAVE TO HOLD ON. DON'T LET GO OF WHAT U HAVE. SOME PEOPLE WILL BE JACKASSES TO YOU AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANT TO QUIT, BUT IM 100 PERCENT SURE YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT PAST IT! DONT DIE DAMMIT

DO NOT DIE! PROMISE ME THAT! LIVE! YOU CAN GET THROUGH DEPRESSION WITHOUT SUICIDE ATTEMPTS. STOP! DO YOU HEAR ME?! STOP RIGHT NOW! WHO CARES WHAT TWO LOUSY PEOPLE THINK?! YOU ARE YOUR OWN WONDERFUL, SWEET, UNIQUE, FUNNY, AND KIND PERSON! DON'T LET ANYTHING OR ANYONE TAKE THAT AWAY FROM YOU.

uh

What?

If I was so sweet and wonderful
Why did GameCatgd just tell me that he found someone else

HE F**KING FOUND SOMEONE ELSE
I GET IT
I UNDERSTAND
IM JUST AN UNBEARABLE ASS

You're not unbearable...
You're a better person than me
Please...

You’re just an unbearable ass? Why do you think I was nearly in tears for you

...

Because you mean something.
After your suicide note, I couldn’t sleep. Look, I might seem like a stranger, but just knowing that you attempted suicide makes you feel like a friend. Because I’ve been through the same thing. Depression, Hallucinations, all that shit. I know far too well what that feels like, and having a fellow flipper go through the same thing takes me back. The entire imgflip community was mourning you. My irl friend’s father just attempted suicide and succeeded. It was a tragedy. He shot himself in their family’s presence. He was a great man. And he ended it. He f**ked with God’s plan. The ripple effect.. it’s horrible going through the loss of a friend, especially when they chose it. I chose to drop the ice pick when my mom figured out. We drove to the mental hospital without saying a word. I stayed in that blank, windowless room for 6 hours before being admitted. I made the worst threats of my life when my mom said yes to admitting me to Woodridge Psychiatric Hospital and she broke down into hysterics. I know this sounds fake and cheesy but I’m actually glad I went through all that bullshit. Because otherwise, I wouldn’t be the guy I am today. I’d be a desperate, hypersensitive fool. Now I’m grounded where I am. And I look forward to all the pain. I find the beauty in the pain. Most people don’t, especially going through the shit I’ve gone through, my rough background, but I managed to find it. The light in the darkness. What most most people think suicide is, is sincerely incorrect. It’s not an action. It’s a force. It’s not jumping. It’s gravity. But you have a parachute. It’s called accepting the help. The advice the counselors give at the psych ward seems like bullshit because you just want to get out. If you take the time to listen to what they say, that’s like equipping the parachute. Equip it, before you fall into the abyss. I took it just before it was too late.

-John-Paul David Bitler

I’m crying

I encourage for you to listen to this song. It is Christian, but it is applicable to Islam and Judaism as well. If you are allowed to listen to it, I highly encourage you to. Watch the video too. It is the most powerful music video ever. Here is the link https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5cPQg3oq-o

Crying is like a release of all of the terrible bullshit you’ve gone through. Don’t stop crying. Keep crying. Cry until you don’t have a tear left to shed. Because that, my friend, is how I said yes to treatment and changed my life forever. I released all the bullshit I’d gone through in the past five years all at once. Once I didn’t have a tear left to shed, I had a grip. I finally regained control and said yes to help. God knows what an amazing person you are, because he protected you from dying. He could’ve just let you bleed out but you didn’t. He protected you. This could be your final chance. If there’s any time you can recover, do it now. Focus on your mental health. I don’t care if you leave imgflip for a month because you need to focus on your mental health, because what you do in these next few hours can change your life forever. I now encourage you to vent to me. About all the problems. Be as vulgar as you want. Tell me every little problem you are and have faced. Please. I plead for you to tell me everything. If you want to move to a private image, that’s ok. I have one set up for you right now.

Are you there?

Yeah
I’m just on n off

Ok. Just make sure you talk to me whenever you can, okay?

I can’t do that right now
Maybe tmrw

Have a good night if it’s night time for you

That’s fine

K

It’s 5pm here hehe

Pacific Standard?

Ye

Ok. I live in the East but at the hospital we had to b in bed by 8

We don’t have a bedtime
They get that we can’t sleep lol

Yeah they didn’t allow devices either. Yours is much more chill

The only reason I haz device is cuz I can zoom my family

Oh ok. We only had phone calls monitored by the nurses and visitations

WHERE IS THAT BOY

YOU ARE NOT UNBEARABLE! YOU'RE A BETTER FRIEND THAN I AM!

my bf
just left me
without any shame
before I died
I told him I don’t give a f**k
But in reality
I’m dying inside

Tell him that! He has no reason to leave you!

he left me for girlofshadows
I just told him
He didn’t respond yet

He'd better respond before I come after him!

I'm literally crying for her rn

Same... I've been crying for her a lot lately...

Chill he types super slow-

I know, but @GirlOfRays doesn't deserve this!

No
Don’t
He deserves better than me
But I’m dead already

You're a great person though...

YOU deserve better!

I know she doesn't. It makes me sad...

Yeah...

Omg

U aren't one
Even if we haven't talked much
Ur a. Good friend
Plz don't die
Its really painful to see someone go

Fighting about this shit is not a f**king option right now!! FOCUS ON THE REALBDAMN PROBLEM THIS GIRLS MENTAL HEALTH

Ray you're staying with us. You can't go. So many people care, I mean DO YOU READ YOU'RE NOTIFS??!! WE LOVE YOU AND WE CARE AND IF YOU LEAVE I'LL BE MENTALLY EFECTED BY IT BC IM STILL YOUNG AND THIS CAN EFFECT ME *long breathe* I'm getting really worked up but I don't want to see you go out like this!!! Please. Please... Don't give up.

DO NOT DO THIS. There are many people on here who actually care you. You had been going through many things, especially right now. We're here for you. You're not alone. We don't really want you to harm yourself. You can always talk to your friends, close family members, or the people who deeply care about you on this site. Just ignore the big ol' jerks who harassed you. Seek help from anyone who is willing to help you. Let's hope you become well soon.

Suicide isn't worth it
U may not know this but I nearly got bullied to suicide at a point in my life
I attempted to stab myself often
I drew cuts on myself almost everyday
So I understand how u feel
Plz Don't die
U have so much to live for
We all love u
U are not alone
We will miss u terribly if U die
Don't u dare die on me
People may say that ur just a bastard asking for attention
I got that as well from about everyone I knew
Don't listen to them
Ur not selfish or cowardly
Ur a very good friend
The reason why u were fixed up is bcz
Everyone cares about U

Helen Lee

And yes this is my full name