Your life is your life! You cannot let others run your life or tell you how to feel or control how you feel. What I mean is, don't give the bullies what they want. They want a reaction from you. They want you to feel below them. If you give in to those feelings, they win. Do not let them win. You have got to cope with it now and know how to deal with or handle it because in the secular world it doesn't change. Little bullies grow up to be asshats. Bullies are overcompensation for something, they're bullied at home or worse, they get no attention or even negative attention. They can't lash out at home so they bring it to school. Perhaps their home life is not great.
Are what they saying true? Is it something you can help?
I feel for kids at school these days. Society is worse. I'm trying to raise my kids the same as I was only a little better. When I was in school we didn't bring a damn gun to school! We fought in the hallways, shop class, parking lot and out in the country. For boys, they just gained a new best friend. That's how it worked for me. Not condoning fighting but it's better than a gun.
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