Well okay, but if the story you told is true I hope you learn from the experience and that if you use the n-word as a white person then a lot of people are going to quickly distance themselves from you
I can’t fully explain why it’s not okay, but it’s not. I guess it’s just too toxic, man. There’s a lot of awful history behind that word and black people have reclaimed it for themselves, but it’s not for us anymore.