It's 2018 now, and i left a couple of things behind in 2017 - but new, again not very pleasant things show up. The soul is an endless well of feelings, I just hope that at some time I will be through the majority of the bad ones and can put them aside. Unfortunately it seems that the deeper you get, the worse the memories are - the worst ones are stored the farthest away from consciousness. But I swore to myself to take the whole trip, no matter what - according to the principle of the great chemist/phycisist Marie Curie who said: "You don't have to be afraid of anything in life, you just have to understand it all" (I hope I don't repeat myself) - that is real wisdom!