I feel bad for u, u remind me of myself when I was 8 I had 2 turtles, 1 normal and 1 baby turtle I saved from the road IwW's feeding them salad by myself andthey were loving me like their father but one day I ran out of salad...I told my parents about it but they gave them tomato slices...I told them that the turtles can't eat them but they got mad at me and they grounded me and told me to never get close to them for a week...a week passed and my turtles died from starvation...The unbelievable part is that they blamed it on me...I was depressed for a year and a half just crying in bed for their death...and every turtle I see reminds me of them...sorry for ur lost...I feel u