:(

life. f**king. sucks. if your "friends" are leaving you, then they're clearly not friends. and it's their loss. as for everyone hating you, that is a big f**king lie. there are definitely people who love and care about you. i don't know you, but i care about you. so there's a reason for you to stay. i care. as for your parents abusing you, that is disgusting and evil. the fact that anyone would hurt their kid is heartbreaking. if you ever, i mean ever, need someone to talk to, just message me ok? lots of love

Yes

you should live in this world, because you havent tried my sisters brownies yet!!! :D what sprinkles are your favorite?ill get them custom made!!!

Thx

Here here!

I'm just gonna go ahead and leave this here too imgflip.com/i/818hd7

Depression robs us of our reason, necessitating outside assistance. PEOPLE WHO HAVE BATTLED DEPRESSION DESPERATELY WANT TO RENDER THIS ASSISTANCE. Let them. Even if no progress is made, the attempt itself helps everyone involved. In a way, because self-rescue becomes impossible, helping others is the closest we can come to helping ourselves.

yessir. we're all holding each other up and keeping each other from dying

I know a lot of people hate emojis, so I'll just say 100%

Assuming you're serious and can look past our interactions on other streams, I can offer you my 2 cents. If not, probably best not to read any further.
The tldr version is that the "why" is less important than what you are able to do about/learn from it, and the hardest part of that is recognizing and accepting what you do and do not have control over because it's unproductive and discouraging to waste time and energy on matters outside of your control.

Addressing specific things: it's not uncommon for friends grow apart. Neither they nor "everyone" hates you because--and I truly mean this in a supportive way--you're not worth the highly charged passion of hatred. I've fallen into the trap of believing everyone hated me, because I hated me and became so blinded by that hatred that it projected onto everything I saw. Eventually I realized that paradoxically it's an extremely arrogant sentiment for a self-loathing person to have. That was my experience, it may be way off base here.

The parental abuse thing I can't speak to...other than reiterating the need for people to know the relevant agencies in their area: police should have a child-services division and police can always be called to perform a "welfare check". As mandatory reporters if they encounter evidence of abuse, they're required to take action. (This may end you up in foster care, but it's probably better than an abusive home environment.) You could check this place out too https://www.stopitnow.org/about-us

Finally, when anyone gets to the end of their rope, the emergency room (or calling 911 for an ambulance trip to the ER) is a surefire ticket to medical intervention. Telling them you want to kill yourself triggers a period of involuntary psychiatric observation during which time you're evaluated and started on medication. It's expensive as f**k even with insurance, but you wouldn't be left holding the bag and unsupportive/abusive parents deserve to foot that bill.

Probably reading way too much into your post, but worth the effort in case I'm not.

:(

Yes

Those aren't real friends. Real friends stick with you no mater what. If your parents are abusing you, then you should seek help.
Yes you should still live in this world. Hope isn't lost, and you can still turn things around

Yes.
They're doing it just because Im getting famous

Panda. If you'r fake friends leave you it's good. Also what about Pichu, Cheems, Pastel...Panda and many others? We will always support you. We will do everything we can from online to keep you happy! Focus on life. Grind more. Happiness never comes by itself. You have to earn it. Just stay positive. We're all here for you brother!

:)
Although about cheems... he maybe gonna leave

Ok i'm not good with making people feel better but i will try. don't focus on the negative things, only focus on the good things in your life. I don't really know how to fix your life, but always remember you are loved by the lord.

Im trying

Do that and i die ;)

What in the actual fu

I WILL DO IT

WDYM...DON'T.

If he kills himself ima kill myself

Hm..I see..Then why tf did I even survive? I wanted to live for ya'll but, you guys are trying to k$ll yourselves.

Alr nevermind

You two aren't leaving...right?

Nope
Won't leaving

This sounds like the exact opposite of a suicide-pact! A don't kys pact...might need to work on the name. Still, you're seriously onto something here--it's usually way easier to hold oneself accountable to other people. It's like a mexican standoff but with love instead of murder.

Right.

I wont

Don't

i wont

*HUGGY* NOOO DONT BE

sad

You're the main reason im sad, kiddo

I'm sorry

Idc you're sorry
You're the guy who made me like this
Leave please

...

what happened?

He kept following me
Even if I said I didn't want to be his friend
He even insulted me personally

Bruh, that guy's crazy ngl 💀

HEY! THATS MY

fractured mind

YOUR TALKING ABOUT! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

I’m here for you. You can memechat me any time.