I lost my 7yo dog named willow about 3 weeks ago, we needed to put her down because of a timer with no cure, was crying for about 5 hours straight, I have known her all my life and it was super sad, I feel your pain too, I wish everyone that they never have to go through the sadness of losing a loved pet. She was a brown chocolate lab with soft thick fur, shimmering brown eyes and a smile, we put her down and every time I see purple or hear vet, I think of that room in the vet office.