Everything just started to go downhill. But sometimes I think that everething had actually started 2 years ago cause it was that time my first thoughts about kms started. Though I wasn't really depressive back then, just at mornings. But I guess that I maybe shouldn't ignore it cause everything just worsened lately. Maybe if I didn't ignore my thoughts back then I could avoid the situation I am in right now.
Honestly? I don't even know why I feel this way. Everyday became a challenge to me. I just don't want to wake up. I just feel like a complete nonsense, like crap. Sorry that it took long time for me to finally reply back.
I dunno, bro. I just feel shitty almost all the time and I don't even know why. It's like something clicked in me 3 months ago and now I can't get out of this hole of void. I appreciate your offer to be that light but I really don't want to trouble you or something. But thank you, dude, thank you🫂
