It is not because of Putin that you are depressed. That's because you haven't seen the very good treatment of the Russian soldiers and their actions towards the people. If it was America, even the people would shed blood, not simply evacuate. Only then, you will know the feeling of depression and want to commit suicide when you witness your loved one being killed right in front of you. (People of countries invaded by the US or other capitalist countries have to experience that feeling every day until they are defeated or stand up for themselves.)