Pretty much. I also have been abducted since my 5th birthday in 1975. I also have lived many a deja vu and I never believed in visible auras until we were in formation at camp Pendleton and we saw the glow. And in Norway we saw orbs swoop down and walk us to sleep. I have also seen everything you see in the movie Communion and other flicks. You'll be ok.
At one time I was a military recruiter and did sales for blockbuster so I know marketing. You ever noticed how Dwayne Johnson sounded like Barack Obama when he talked? I imagine you are white, to me that time right before Obama was the closest the country was to civil unrest from the socioeconomic pressure on black people. The whole boogaloo stuff happened after Trump was in and then the pendulum swung for white people saying that they were ready for their civil unrest posture and civil war. It doesn't matter who's the president. The pendulum is going to swing just like a fixed card game or dice game. Anyway I didn't care what Trump was going to say or do. I was already putting it out to the universe that the only people to run for office should be adventurous and famous people like myself (adventure is my middle name per anybody who knows me) So, yeah... I was always on the Internet putting out the vibe that we need evil knievel and not Poindexters in the white house. Just like Idiocracy, the president is hyper and the VP can be the evil mastermind. Star trek has captain Kirk off on romance and adventures but spock was the common sense and technical dude keeping $#!+ from going stupid.