Take your time man, hope the trouble you're going through is bearable. Keep your composure as it is very much needed in such testing times. Dk if I should say this or not, but don't care about anything and ask anyone for help freely if things go out of your hand, everyone is with you. We all will pray for you and your family's well-being. Hope to see you soon. Adios.
Nah dude MOST people still need some sort of an invisible help (mathematically speaking - a favourable chance/possibility) during stuff like exams of subjects they're generally weak in, extremely bad times (like when a person becomes suicidal level of bad times) etc etc. Whether that invisible power (aka god) exists or not is a debate of its own, but the mere feeling of having even the slightest chance of things working out in your favour with the help of that power releases the stress and tension of such people.