I'm also a a combat vet dealing. With PTSD and depression. I'm currently in an inpatient PTSD program at a VA Hospital. You don't have to suffer through this alone. Call 800-273-8255. It's a hotline for vets with suicidal ideation. Please call right now. You and I share a very special bond. I would hate for another of my comrades to lose their life to lose their life after fighting so hard to get back home. Please call the number. You'll receive the help that you need.
Please get some help my friend, you can't help anyone if your sinking!! I'll help you anyway I can!! Plz let me know if I can do anything, and I mean, anything!! Plz!!