Like someone else said, Theism (belief in God) is far more logical than Atheism. The idea that universe came from nothing for no reason is quite unscientific. The complexity and laws of the universe are best explained by an Intelligent Designer and don't fit well in a naturalistic paradigm of calling it all "coincidence". Just like the complexity of different buildings clearly prove the existence of the builder that created them. Consider the implications of each worldview as well. In Christianity, God gives life purpose and meaning. In Atheism, life is here by coincidence and has no meaning except for what people make up and cling to as a false hope before death. In Christianity, humans have special value being made in the image of God. In Atheism, humans are just a coincidentally-evolved creature, a form of animal life that is not more special than the apes they came from. You desperately want to believe in God because He is drawing you to Him. Choose to believe. It's more logical anyways and give life true meaning and purpose, assuming you will be willing to find a relationship with God through Christ.
If you want to learn more, you might benefit from these in-depth resources:
http://www.aweofyahweh.com/proof-of-god/mathematical-scientific-proof-of-god-s-existence
http://www.aweofyahweh.com/proof-of-god/proof-of-jesus-christ