Lesbian canon event, I think. I developed my crush so late bc I was afraid of asking without knowing if she's lesbian, too.

I get similar feelings
Sometimes I feel left out in the whole crush thing and my intrusive thoughts try to force one

I just gaslight myself into not having feelings for anyone to avoid the inefficiency of relationships. Also because i’m utterly terrified of them.

what does sapphic mean, i'm stupid ok

Woman loving women.

bascially lesbian

It's more inclusive. Sapphic can mean lesbian, but also bi, pan, or whatever as long as you're a woman attracted to women. I use the term when I'm not sure whether someone is lesbian or any other orientation.

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i get it now