I'm sorry you're going through all that, it must really suck - I dunno if it will help much, but here's a bunch of infographics I made that you can read to find ways to try and improve your situation (or at least provide interesting reading for the time being) - I hope you eventually overcome the battles that you don't talk about - stay safe out there *headpats the Lolbit*
How To Become The Best At Anything
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How To Learn Coding Fast
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How To Start A Faceless YouTube Channel
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How To Get Started In Crypto
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How To Get Started With Making Cool Stuff
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How To Get Better At Chess
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How To Study More Effectively
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Marketing Explained
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How To Start Your Own Business
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How To Make University Easy
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How To Do Your Winter Arc
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How To Become A Polymath
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How To Win Any Argument
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How To Never Be Angry Or Bothered By Anyone
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11 Tactics To Outsmart Everyone
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How To Get Better At Math
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How To Ace Every Exam
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Dark Confidence 101
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Manage Your Money Like A Pro
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Language-Learning 101
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