Don't get called "sane" that often, I'll be honest lol. I'm nuts. But I think the world is also nuts, so I just troll everything.
I get your frustration. At least, I think I do. (I'm not in your or anyone's head, so I can never know if I truly relate tbf, but I think I get it.)
I think all of us humans have a great capacity for both "good" and "evil". More than a lot of us like to admit, perhaps. Fantasizing and actually acting on fantasies are two very different things, though.
I'm no saint either. I've had my share of dark thoughts, both against myself (gone pretty dark and stared into the void before now and pulled back), and hatred against others. I think we wouldn't be human if we didn't do that. I think we're all of us capable of both great good and evil, more than a lot of us care to admit to ourselves.
The modern world and especially the internet has made us extremely polarized, as we touched on. In a weird way, we've reverted to ancient tribalism. In the sense that we are so black and white now. It's easy to lose yourself, especially online. Then you find the person you think is your enemy online turns out to be your best friend or your own brother irl. They just have very different opinions to you.
It's hard for anyone to stay grounded these days.
The world is arguably a very unfair and cruel place, yes. There is a lot of hardship and injustice. The challenge is to hold on to your humanity in this maelstrom of craziness, I guess. Remember that we're all not really that different at the end of the day. Most humans really want the same things, even if we vehemently disagree on how to get there.
I mean, what do most of us actually want, really? Just to live a life in peace, prosperity and security with our families, play with our kids, work at something that we can be proud of, enjoy our short time here, in good health, and maybe leave the world a tiny bit better than how we found it, and be remembered a few years after we die. We have very different worldviews, but most of us are very similar really and want the same things, thankfully.
I get it, mate. The world is f**ked up. And I wish I had answers, believe me. Why do I step over homeless people in one of the richest countries on earth? I guess just try and be the best human you can be despite the bullshit. Maybe it's a bit of a copout tbf. I guess do it for your own principles.
The world may never be perfect. But we can at least try and make it not more shitty than before. 🤔