imma be honest, im posting this here bc its already aged a bit and you deleted the original post i wanted to comment on, but if you dont wanna be put into a psych ward just dont give em the reason to. dont harm yourself, psychically (not english and too lazy too search the real spelling of that) nor mentally, and tell your mother if its the right thing to do. also remember, you are an adult, you can decide about your own life. the of thing... i still dont know if its true cuz you kept going true false true false but stop doing it if itmakes you unhappy. good luck out there and sorry about the corny ahh fight, i also was in a bit of an annoying mood. if i see this message get screenshotted and shared in msmg, and used against me, i take everything back in this message. just to be sure. its kinda hard trusting people when they switch so many times. you went from annoying to condescending to depressed, so i put this here just in case.