I can't say I miss them in the sense that I liked Surly. More so that I'm a narcissist who is bored from a lack of attention and I'm upset because one of my toys broke and I can't play with it anymore.
I'm intelligent and self-aware enough to recognise that I'm a manipulator, just not fruitful enough to completely change it. It's bizarre.
A more honest way of putting it is saying that I miss toying with them and playing my games with them. It's purely selfish.
