you try too hard to fit in, so you cultivate scenarios where you're the victim and then resolve them so people can feel bad for you
msmg is not a place you can just get away with doing things like that. you don't "fit in" by being a part of drama or by being oppressed.
msmg, as a community, is already gone. it's dead. there is nothing of value left, and if you missed it, you missed it.
i think your problem is that you know that, and you just can't accept it.