he's so pookie

‼️DISCLAIMER‼️ none of this is for any sympathy, attention or guilt. i've tried to vent before and i've been accused of that (i've barely ever vented)

in the past, i was weird. in the present, i still am. (i'm maturing more so i'm not acting ruthless or horny like i used to)

the whole yachi thing is ancient so idk why people still make me out as a groomer for it as i apologised to her and to this day we've been best friends.

i get why people are saying i'm weird for what happened with scott.the.moth (idk what he goes by now so im saying the username i last remember him having) i asked him for nudes once on discord back when we dated (i was 17 and he was 16) and he said no, so i didn't go any further, because i remembered the consequences with what happened with yachi. i'm genuinely really sorry to him that i asked. i should've known better.

since i've turned 18, i told myself (and others) "now that i'm an adult, no more weird stuff with anyone cause now i'm no longer a kid anymore, i should start acting my age and show that i'm mature" but even then the weird shit i've done in the past haunts me, people still talk about it, people have made alts here to call me a groomer and some have did the same on twitter, people have been on discord servers talking about me.

i still wanna be on the likes of twitter and imgflip cause i like interacting with yall, i don't get nearly as much interaction with people irl than i do on the internet.

although, i do have friends irl and i'm trying to get more distant from imgflip so i've got more time to spend with my irl friends and family. honestly a lot of yall are so funny and so nice and i really enjoy talking to a lot of yall, but sometimes you just have to move on from things in life. that's exactly what i've been trying to do for 2 years now.

being on here and other socials so often doesn't help my mental or physical health irl. it's one of the many triggers that makes it worse.

i've got tourettes and since nearly a year ago, they've been the worst they've ever been. it makes me unintentionally hurt myself (banging my hand off objects, stretching my mouth and tongue to the point it hurts my jaw, grinding my teeth together, clenching my eyes and shaking my head/neck really fast)

it's also caused my anxiety to go through the roof. i constantly worry about my family. we have a group on life360 so we all know where each other are and i always feel the need to constantly check it cause i think of the worst case scenarios that could happen to them. i worry if any of them will get kidnapped, get murdered, get into a car crash or get into a really bad situation.

it's also caused my depression to take over. i feel constantly down about myself and i don't wanna be like that. i should be proud of myself cause i got into college and i got a job working at kfc in the space of a few months.

being online really often definitely isn't the only cause but it's certainly been a big contributer to it (as my parents have pointed out)

i'm probably gonna be less active here cuz it's not good for me and i really need to focus on myself and what's happening in real life. i'll be on here normally until i finish the msmg song i'm making, then i'll be here like once a day for a few hours, then i'll cut down to once every 2-3 days, then a week, and then every so often.

Here for you always girliepop

Hope things get better

Get better bro 💙💙

hey man its all gonna be ok. if you ever need to talk about anything you could always come to me, or anyone else here for that matter. i hope everything works out for you

💙

I hope that things get better for you

I hope you figure life out bro. Anytime you need anything you can always dm me.

thank you :)

yw :)

Goodn luck

thamnks

okay.

Understandable. I took a hiatus for two months, and we all have at one point. I will remember you.

hope life gets better for you

ty man

I'm attentive, sympathizing, and successfully guilt-tripped.

I see, Drizzy.

LMFAOOO

I don't know what to say
if you need help, or just want to talk or call, I'm always here for you 💞

tysm gal <3 /p

Damn im so sorry bro

It's ok man.

Hey man. I genuinely hope you're doing ok. Just wanted to check up because we've been very recently disconnected. I genuinely feel so sorry for you and all this trouble that has come from this site was barely ever your fault, it was mostly ours (not me because i was gone for these past years). If there's anything you need help with, I'm always gonna follow every account you make and you know we keep in touch here and on snapchat (hopefully on instagram soon) and because in my pathetically egotistical eyes, very few users truly deserve what you deserve, for being a great person in general and being basically one in thousands of users in this stream since we first met here in 2020. Keep going and keep believing for God rewards those who keep fighting until the end. love you rylie

bro this f**kin made my night. thank you so much. i'll definitely start talking to u more. and ily too man 💙

you got this man, <3

thank you that means so much :)

wait i thought we were to post vents in the comment

Wow, I'm pathetic. I hope your alright

thank you. and your not pathetic.

Well, I thought that I had it kinda bad, I should be more aware of other people's situations.

ok