When You're Feelin Low

If I didn't believe I had a role to play to improve the human condition, I'd have been gone a long time ago. One time, I had to buy chickens just to keep the suicidal thoughts at bay. If I can't help humanity, I'll help the animals.

I'm not the one that's going to tell you life is a bowl of cherries. It's not, and it's not fair, but I do know from experience, it is ALL worth the ride. All of it. Even the worst stuff. The older you get you start to see how very important NONE OF IT WAS.

The only important thing is finding your happiness. You won't find it in anyone outside of yourself. You must find a way to love yourself the way you love your own child ... like God loves you. Not one other person on earth will ever help you with that because it's not their job. Everyone is going through the process of this life. We're all at different stages of development and we're all only able to be in it for ourselves.

Help those you can. Animals need our help too. Don't take anything personally and find a way to love yourself above all others. (except god). Oh, and, NEVER EVER EVER GIVE UP! We survivors are made of love and steel! 🤟🌹❤️🌹🤟

Thankyou for this message

You are very welcome. 🤟

Idk

Sure you do! Come on now!

I’m a somewhat cynical person at this point so idk

Cynicism can be useful

Yeah, I guess

Cynics have been incredibly valuable to society. They refuse to be brainwashed & are the movers & shakers for social change! See, you have value.
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(from Wikipedia) "According to Cynicism (a philosophy)...the purpose of life and the way to gain happiness is to achieve virtue, in agreement with nature, following one's natural sense of reason by living simply and shamelessly free from social constraints. The Cynics rejected all conventional desires for wealth, power, glory, social recognition, conformity, and worldly possessions and even flouted such conventions openly and derisively in public."

Thanks, I guess 😂

😉💪

But I have zero faith rn, in anything

Yeah, faith is something else. I'm trying to hold onto faith in humanity. But it spills over into everything: I can't trust. You know?

I don’t feel like I can trust anyone at this point. I’ve seen my own friends stab me in the back. I’m trying to learn how to be alone. It won’ be easy, but it’ll be worth it.

You're not alone. We all try to protect ourselves by separating from the herd. It's healthy as long as you don't isolate completely.