in a gay way

No, but the video game ghost recon wildlands reminds me of my parents divorce because i played it on the night i learned they were breaking up

damn..
sorry bout that :( you ok now?

Heh Idk about ok, not because of the divorce but because of myself

Island- Coheed And Cambria
The song reminds me of the morning I was escorted by police out of a house with my bloody mother, some cracked bottles and a large drunk man. The house had some ruckus that night hut I thought it was my mother learning to cook. I was confused. I was too groggy to ask questions and the previously vibrant colors of the house went dull. My friends were gone and that became one of the worst times in my childhood life

Blame It On Bad Luck- Bayside
This song reminds me of the time when my stepfather went insane and I underwent a mixture of being degraded and demotivated, walking on eggshells. Just a little slip would destroy my life. A cross word would put me in my room for a week and everybody was against me. At school I acted like I was high and at home I would spend my time sitting bored in my room wanting to commit suicide but thinking that expressing that would have him making me feel even worse.

Ironically the father in the latter showed me both of these songs

Omg are you okay???

I am fine. Because I have moved on and because I acknowledge it as something that should be respected but not forgotten. I also like to think this way: My real name, and my dead name, Louis, is the part of me that's a piece of broken shit. My chosen name, Ada, is like a rebirth. New person.

Two Birds -Regina Spektor
My best friend abandoned me with no words at all. We knew eachother for almost 4 and a half years. We could've been defined as soulmates. I blame myself for this, I didn't care about anyone's feelings, I was stupid and just so dumb. Cutting ties with him was hard, especially when he never said anything about it. I feel like I should be over this, but whenever someone brings him up I cant stop myself from crying.

Saint Bernard -Lincoln
I used to be a Christian. Back then I was [Deadname], the pure, innocent, talented "girl". The one person I looked up to ended up accusing me of devil worship because I liked more scary things (stupid I know). She was so delusional that she ended up saying that my friend (from the last story) was evil, and his religion was not valid. He was a Muslim by the way. I confronted her about this in a seperate room after church, and she just started gaslighting and berating me. Never went to church since that day. F**k you Jody

Jody also did much worse things, but i don't wanna yap too much

IDGAF - BoyWithUke

eh, sometimes.

I don't need music to remind me of trauma.

Existence by itself does a good enough job.

This side of paradise by coyote theory

nah

lucky

im very lucky frfr

sure.

do you have an xbox account btw

I wish, just nintendo

oh ok
also can you follow me back

kay

yippee