Rate Female Me 1-10

I tried to draw myself as the opposite gender again. This time I included a style I like. I need glasses to see properly but don't wear them because it doesn't suit my face. I also added the puffy bubble vest jacket because I would like to wear that if I was a girl and it looks good on women. It was kind of hard to capture my face in the mirror and get all the details in this small drawing because I didnt have much te since I was getting ready to go to class. But I need to spend an hour or an hour in a half to draw a bigger version one day which will be more accurate. Rate my looks as a woman 1-10.

I like the glasses

thank you

I follow you because your information in comments is interesting. I like art. Nice to hear more about why you drew it.

Thank you I just drew it because I wanted to see what I look like as the opposite gender. I also took style inspiration from a girl I saw in my college because I thought it was a nice style and I was attracted to it from a fashion perspective and also she looked beautiful. I always liked the puffy vest and thought it looked cute and fashionable and the big glasses made the look better. Personally, I prefer bigger glasses but I was told to get smaller ones because they "suited" my face. I like bigger ones with bigger thinner frames.

What are you studying in college? And isn't college all about becoming more confident? If you like bigger glasses, wear them.

I'm studying Architecture. I like bigger glasses but I feel like it's too expensive since I need perscription ones. I had only one pair since I was 16. And the glasses lady told me I would look better with smaller glasses since my face was petite. I told her I wanted the bigger ones but we had a back and forth and she convinced me at the time that smaller ones were better. Also at the time I had a crush on a girl in highschool and I wanted to look like her so I chose similar glasses. It had the same design but hers were like decent size. I usually like to look similar to girls I have a crush on. For example I have a crush in college but I'm not obsessed with her. It's just that I think she looks beautiful and she's so smart. The drawing on the bottom is inspired by her look. I just hope she doesn't see this.

My ex husband was an architect student. Structural engineering was very difficult. He ended up switching to graphic design & was successful. Did you know men tend to be attracted to women who resemble them? Interesting. Like a mirror reflection. Maybe to propagate the genetics? To me, art is like a mirror. I enjoy having guests look at my art collection. Its interesting to find out what they "see" in the art. Often what they see tells a lot about who they are, how they perceive the world, what they search for. You spend a lot of time doing what I call "mirror work." Just a thought: what might you be looking for within yourself that you find more comforting to see in others but less comfortable to see in yourself?

Personally, I'm most physically attracted to white girls and some of them are attracted to me. For example, my current college crush is white but she has a style like the bottom drawing. I don't look like her because I'm brown. However today I dressed up like her for fun and took some photos just to see her fashion look if it suited me. I just dress up sometimes when no one is home. It's been years I didn't do it because I lost interest.

But I also like girls my ethnicity. The problem with girls my ethnicity is that they are scarce most of them are not Christian but I'm a Christian. Brown Christians are scarce and most people think I'm Muslim from South Asia but I'm originally of Indian descent from Trinidad but born in America. So if I want a partner in the future I need to go outside of my race and date black girls, white girls, Latina, or any girls that come from a racial background with a high Christian population. The same religion is something important to me because marriage is going to be difficult if we don't have the same beliefs. Religion is very important to me and if she's a Christian I am more attracted to her. But I need to improve my life first before I could even think about that. I need to become self-sufficient so I could then take care of a girlfriend or wife.

Also regarding your last question it is hard to say but I think I am looking for confidence and the ability to speak well and clearly because I am insecure with my voice personally, but that could be because when I'm anxious I talk high and very fast and it's been a big problem. So I want to be able to speak well with a deeper voice. I also want confidence. I'm mainly unconfident because I have insecurities like my skin, hair, face, voice, and weight (I'm too skinny).

I'd like to talk about all of this some more. imgflip.com/memechat?invite=YnrY7p8Qt-GLB-BlHbxr05L3gYyzHZsb